Pichle saath dino me..

IN the past seven days i met with an accident and a few realities....
busted my lip, cut my hand, bumped my head, twisted my knee and bruised my heart...

...the reason

i love the way you look at me
i luv the way you smile
i love the way me miss eachother
each and every while
i love the way i dream of you
ihow you're always on my mind
i love the way you make me feel
you even make me rhyme
i love the way you sing to me
i love the way you care
i love our petty squables
i love the way we share
i love our late night talks
i love the early morning call
how we talk for hrs together
still dont seem enough at all
i luv it when u call me names
the way you play with my hair
i love that i can feel your touch
even when you're not there

i luv it how you hold my hand
i love the way we kiss
i love it when we make love
cuz i feel eternal bliss
the utmost reason still remains
and that just has to be
i love you with all my heart
cuz i luv the way you love me

SAYA (Hindi)

saya hun tera har pal chalti hoon saath tere...
mana ke raat ka andhera mujhe nigal jayega...
magar ye na samajh ke mai chali gai...
ke jab bahi suraj chamkega tu mujhe phir vahin payega..

aree nadan kyun judai ki soch raha hai...
saya bhi kabhi kisika sath choodta hai...
jism se ruh ka bhale ho rishta nazuk...
par saya jism se rishta nahi todta hai...

kal ko kisna dekha hai chookar....
kal ka khayal to bas ak khwab hai...
jeene se kyun darta hai maut to sabko ani hai...
jeele khulke zindagi ke jo bhi hai woh aaj hai...

tu kyun nakam koshishen karta ja raha hai..
tu kyun mujhse peecha chudane pe ada hai...
samandar ko sahil tak phonchna hi padta hai...
tu kyun usse majhdhar me roke khada hai...

kyun duur jane ke jane ki baton se dara raha hai...
haath chudakar mujhse kahan jayega tu...
hazar rahen mudkar dekh lena...
har rah pe mujhko khada payega tu...

In Search of Forever

If you walk with me today
and keep holding me this way
then i'd wish for this today
to last forever...

if you tell me you're in love
then i swear on skys above
i would spend my life in your
arms forever...

i know forever seems too far
looking now from where we are
and you're wondering if we will
make it ever...

but darling believe me when i say
we will make it all the way
there's no doubt that we'll survive
as long as we're together...

if i ever move out of site
remember i am always by your side

you'll find me next to you in life

called whenever...

and if u dare to take this chance
loose it all in just one glance
i promise to you my love
for now till forever....

Fading away!!!

So numb that i cant feel the pain

Love's a battle its no easy game

like flashes of light life passes me by

leaving me dry n empty with no tears to cry

i can feel the distance can see u moving away

i can see in ur eyes there's nothing left to say

wish i cud stop it. sumthing i cud do

no matter how hard i try, just cant let go of u

i can see that doubt creeping in your mind

it fills me with fear and grows with time

taking over my senses its all over my heart

i can face everything except us being apart

tell me that i'm crazy, that its all a lie

tell me u cud never leave, cud never say goodbye

tell me that you love me, that u really care

that each and every moment u want me to be there

tell me that you'll hold me and never go away

tell me that you'll love me forever and a day...

Crying Hearts...

Heavy smokes of dust, loud cries of pain,

Buildings collapsing. people going insane.
Tears trickling down from eyes,
Heavy hearts, unheard cries,
People watching like statues of stone,
All together yet all alone,
So many people of different kind,
Diff emotions yet one ques on mind,
"WHY" why should die the innocent one,
Why suffer what someone else has done,
Similar sights seen all around,
Skies ablaze, bloodshed on ground,
Mother earth cries as her children depart,
Hiding so much pain within her heart.
When will this stop?? when will we learn??
To live in piece together as one,
People fighting over cast and religion,
Still arguing over a sixty year old division,
Why learn to hate why this WAR??
Why does humanity seem to far?
Isn't the world BIG enough for all?
Why do you stand by making others fall?
Why cant we live with love, all together?
As friends not enemies now and forever.
We are today and its up to us now,
To bring the world closer somehow...

The Begining !!!

Well its a little strange for me to see that I made this Profile a year back in August and I get the time to write only now, not that I was so busy last year that I got no time to put down my thoughts and its not like I have just retired and now I have all the time in the world to kick back on a bean bag with my laptop and do nothing better then sit n write stuff about my life and its impediments (as though we are not subjected to enough torture from our dear KEkta Kapoor that I will give you more tear jerkers) Heck I haven't been busier with my so called "Lyf" just kick starting... "Lyf's Impediments" ahh what a fancy name i gave it, sounded so cool then, hehe. I guess the only reason I ever created this Blog was because it was such a craze those days to write blogs... Never thought I will actually post anything on this. but any ways here I am My "Lyf's" first blog, not that I expect anyone to read it but i guess its a good outlet...