You may feel that I am a crazy crazy girl,
Who does such stuff in todays twisted world,
But you see theres no other way that I know,
I cant feel it and not let it show,
Honest, I don't expect a thing from you,
Just a friend's hand to hold all life through,
Don't get me wrong I won't deny for the sake of it,
I am hopelessly in love and don't know what to make of it,
Now don't go worrying about it all so soon,
I don't dream of promises of getting the moon,
I won't put you up on a pedestal hoping you don't fall,
I don't even expect you to understand at all,
You mean to me more than words could ever explain,
Never in my life have I craved for so much pain,
Now now don't go crediting yourself all the blame,
But ya since you stepped in life hasn't been the same,
Sometimes my aching dreams wander your way,
Sometimes my rambling eyes give me away,
You see my heart is obsessed with pandemonium,
It lands itself in trouble without asking for my opinion,
This time its jumped off a cliff hoping it can fly,
It says "how will you know if don't even try?"
Now I'm falling endlessly and cannot see the ground,
Hanging in mid air its too late to turn around,
Don't worry about me I surely will be fine,
No anger or heartburns, just sweets memories lost in time,
So without hope or agenda, sending this message your way,
That my wasted heart would love you forever and a day.
